Feelings

Today I have felt sleepy, expectant, worried, shocked, sad, numb, worried about others, grateful, sad, overwhelmed and helpless, far from and other, sad again, Grateful again, and now tired and empty.  The range of emotions and how quickly I have moved from one extreme to the other is exhausting.  And today is only day one...I am sure I will move thru this range again several times in the next few weeks. 

My cousin died today.