Today the extreme swings of emotion have stopped and left me feeling numb.  Today I want information.  When will people be here, what events are we going to, are people staying with us????? I want to be help and involved and right now while everything is in flux I can't do that.

I must say, I am so grateful for the friends and church family that we have around us.  Last night Steph and Ryan had us come for dinner and let us just be.  I have felt God walking with us, in their care and love.